An Old Favorite

I am feeling a bit nostalgic this evening after coming across a song that I used to listen to constantly in high school. I was avoiding the laundry this evening by browsing through some You Tube videos and I came across the wonderful duet, "I Still Believe," by Lea Solonga and Claire Moore. My parents took me to the Fox in Atlanta to see "Miss Saigon" when I was a senior in high school and I fell in love with the music. (I was very into musical theater back then...) It's great though because I haven't listened to this in years, but as soon as I heard it, I remembered why I used to love it so much. The harmony is beautiful! This video is about a hundred years old but it has the original cast members singing it. They are amazing.

So funny!

This is hilarious! I don't watch Ellen regularly but this cracked me up and I couldn't resist sharing...

Just Another Week At Home...

I thought it had been a while since I posted some recent pictures of Lauren, Jake and Gracie. I know there are some grandparents that are anxious to see how they are all doing! These were all taken over the last week.

Lauren is involved in our church's Upward Cheerleading and cheers every Saturday for an Upward basketball game. She absolutely loves it and we are so proud of her enthusiasm for trying new things.

One of Gracie's favorite things to do is to get into our "cup drawer" where we keep all of the kids' plastic cups. Now, I'm all about providing safe drawers for her to explore, but picking up these cups after her is not one of my favorite things to do. I'm hoping Aaron will read this and finally install a child latch on it!

Boys being boys!

Gracie helping Mommy unload the dishwasher!

I can't get over how big she is getting! It seems like just yesterday she was a tiny baby. She is the sweetest little person though. Her personality is emerging more and more every day and she is a lot of fun.

Lauren had her first big slumber party recently. She was so excited to have her new High School Musical sleeping bag for the event.

Seeking God First

I didn't know how else to begin my blog today but the title seems fitting for the rollercoaster we have been on this week. Last Monday we left for Montgomery, Alabama so that Aaron could have a second interview with a neonatology group he has been communicating with for the past several months. The purpose of this visit was to introduce his family to the the other physicians and their families, visit schools, and view possible housing options for our family. Aaron really enjoyed his last visit to Montgomery and was anxious to get my input this time. Unfortunately, my participation in this "get-to-know-you" visit was brought to a screeching halt our first morning there. We had a full day planned with visits to three schools, an afternoon with the real estate agent and a party with the other physician families that night. When I woke up I had the most horrible nausea and body aches. The kind of aching where you feel like you can't even lie comfortably in the bed. I was MISERABLE! Needless to say, I was in for the most wretched stomach virus. (I must thank my precious baby Gracie for this little treat of a day. She had been sick over the weekend and one of the many joys of caring for a sick child is knowing that you are next in line.) I was barely able to lift up my head, much less go see the sites of Montgomery. Everyone was so wonderfully understanding. When Aaron was tied up with the other members of the group, their wives would take turns caring for Lauren, Jake and Gracie. I was so thankful for their kindness and generosity. Thankfully after 24 hours I was much improved. We were able to spend Wednesday and part of Thursday getting to know the area. I was already familiar with Montgomery and have always had a fondness for the community. My grandfather was pastor of FBC Montgomery for 23 years and his legacy remains today, which makes me so proud. He loved Montgomery and dedicated most of his ministry to serving God there. My Dad spent most of his childhood and youth in Montgomery, was associate pastor of FBC for a few years after seminary, and my oldest sister Kathy was born at the same hospital where Aaron would be working. I grew up coming to visit my grandparents in Montgomery and have many memories of it being a great southern town. Thankfully, these memories helped guide me a little when Aaron returned from his first interview having loved it. He was blown away by the group's openness about wanting to put faith and family first. Each member of the group shared how their faith guides them in their daily job. How they will not shy away from praying with a baby's family or gathering together to pray over a critically ill patient. This is exactly the kind of doctors that we encountered while Lauren was in the NICU and it was through that experience that Aaron decided to pursue neonatology in the first place. To be able to see God's hand come full-circle like that is humbling. Aaron was officially given a written offer and 30 days to respond. Here comes the hard part...

I'm sure you can all relate, no scenario is perfect. A move to Montgomery would not be without some sacrifice and so we have been spending a great deal of time discussing our options. This blog could go on forever as I explain each option individually but instead, I'll just give you the abbreviated version. Aaron has interviewed in multiple places over the last three months and it has come down to three choices. He has been given opportunities to either stay here in Nashville, go to the south side of Atlanta, or Montgomery. While we are so thankful for the many choices, it is an extremely difficult decision to make. There are ties pulling our hearts in every direction. There are pros and cons to each job and navigating through them all has been emotionally draining for us both. Another difficult aspect of this decision is knowing its permanency. Now of course, if there is a major problem, we would move again but in all actuality, this move will be a permanent one. We have moved around a lot for Aaron's training, but we are coming to a time in our lives, and in the lives of our children, where we would all benefit from setting down roots. The only way we feel like we can make this decision is by giving it solely away to God. We have no way of knowing what the future holds but we know that God's vantage point is far greater than ours. We are praying daily for guidance, daily for peace and daily for God's hand to show us the way. Neither of us are sleeping well, which is catching up to us. We are heavy-hearted by the weight of having to possibly step outside our comfort zones. This decision is definitely not an easy one. I was sharing all of this with a friend recently and she said something that spoke deeply to me. I told her that I wanted God to close the doors that were not meant to be open. She reminded me that God may not close the doors but rather wants to know that we are willing to step out in obedience to follow Him. To show Him that we love Him and TRUST Him enough to follow Him wherever He leads. That is exactly what I needed to hear and it remains my prayer today. Instead of praying for Him to close the wrong door, I'm praying for Him to lead us to the RIGHT door. For years I have always said that I wanted to end up living in Atlanta, near my family, but what I'm discovering is that God may have other plans. We're trusting Him completely, seeking His will above all others, forgoing the opinions of those around us and focusing on His voice exclusively. Wherever He leads, We'll go.

Picture Tag

My sweet friend, Tiffany, tagged me with the following...

a.) choose the 4th picture folder on your computer

b.) choose the 4th picture

c.) explain the picture

d.) tag 4 people

So here goes...

This picture of Jake was taken in the playroom at our house in Greenville, South Carolina. He loved those Shrek ears! My fourth folder is titled Holidays 2005 and so Jake would have been around 18 months old when this was taken. What a cutie! They grow way too fast!

The Christmas Card

One of my favorite things to do each Christmas is to mail out holiday cards to our friends and family. This is one of the treasured ways we can stay in touch with friends and family that are so dear to us. For this reason, I love it. On the other hand though, it is a tradition that takes a great deal of patience to complete. This is why our Christmas card will always arrive the week of Christmas. I spend the entire month of December working up the energy to complete the task. Needless to say, getting a picture when they are all looking and smiling at the camera at the same time is an extreme challenge. I thought I would share some of the "bloopers" from our little photo session in front of the Christmas tree.

After much laughter (and some groaning), we did finally find a picture where they are all three looking at the camera. It was a proud moment! Now when our card arrives in your mailbox, you will know the real back story on that perfectly posed picture.

Thankfulness

I just couldn't resist sharing this picture taken on Aaron's birthday...

I am so thankful for my husband. On Tuesday, we celebrated our 8th anniversary and his birthday was the following day. I was actually sick most of this week and was reminded, yet again, that I have an awesome husband. God gave me the greatest blessing in Aaron. He is so loving, kind and caring towards me when I am not feeling my best. You would think that considering all the health issues I have struggled with this past year, he would not be quite so understanding, but he is amazing. He is my rock and I can honestly say that I love him more today than the day we married 8 years ago. God has really grown us both up together in Him and I can't wait to see where we go from here. We have already learned so much about love, compassion and grace in our marriage and I have no doubt that God has so much more to show us. All I know is that I couldn't have asked for a better partner for the journey ahead.